Here we go again..... I'm going to have you always next to me..never leaving my sight. you don't know what you do to my world, i try to be strong enough to play off the strong feelings i have yet all the while yearning to taste your sweat. i come to you so often that i just want to know your looks;
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and body are such the drug that i want no part of rehab for it, just a fix a day or more if i can and ill be just fine..you still don't see that i really want you near me and that i want to protect you, I'm tired of fighting your shields..I'm not the one who hurt you so why make me suffer for the sin's of others.. i always give you praise for being real and honest and caring and emotionally present but all i get from you is indifference and at times it is all i can do to not tell you just go to hell and leave me alone
i wont change because your scared to love again or even to feel..Ive been so calm as to not upset you.. well now I'm going to just have you in my life..love you like you deserve to be loved and be committed to you because your with the emotional investment
i will not do without you any more and if i have to come and take you from your warm
safe
familiar pain and sorrow, then so be it but i will not do with out you anymore and i will not carry on as if i don't need your love
concern
warm
wit
passion
lust
want
in my life i crave your smell
your touch
but i will not beg
come to me you shall
but you shall not do it under the strain of guilt.
AND SO IT GOES...
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wow thats wonderfull. you shouldnt have to post my stuff you could get away with posting yours alone. makes me wish i was the one your writeing about. have a wonderfull day.
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