Playing alone
You above me, my arms wrapped around you, my legs tight around
your waist, your cock driving into me, possess me as only
you can. I feel the orgasm starting to build up in me, and
I cry out your name...




It is my voice that wakes me. I am diagonal across the bed
- even asleep, my body instinctively seeks the heat of yours.
But tonight, I am alone; all I am able to find is your cold,
empty side of the bed, and my head on the pillow where your
head should be. I realize that my hand has been sleepwalking
between my legs. How hot and wet you make me, my love, even
when you are only in my dreams!




God, I want you so badly! I throw my head back against your
pillow in frustration. The first night you made love to
me, I knew I was meant to sleep in your arms, and since then,
any night that I am alone in our bed is hell for me.




Once again, I arrange myself carefully on my side of the
bed, wrapping the covers snugly around me. I try to distract
myself until sleep can come, but to no avail. Every thought,
every scene I create in my mind, turns into just another
scenario for you to make love to me. Tossing and turning
does not help, I am consumed by two things: desire and frustration.






I roll over - yet again - and catch your aroma. Pulling your
pillow to me, I hug it close, burying my face in it, breathing
you in. Oh, how I love you!!! Again my hand starts to wander,
almost of its own will, and I do not try to stop it. I need release.






With the gentlest of touches, both of my hands move across
my body, everywhere, the way yours do. I close my eyes as
they find my breasts and start to caress them, to squeeze
them. My nipples are so hard that they ache. I know you would
have already been sucking them by now. I lift the right one
to my mouth. My tongue becomes yours, teasing the hard nipple
before my mouth closes around it and starts to suck. I can
feel it grow even harder in my mouth - I know how you love that.
The breast in my hand is aching for attention as well. Mmmmmm,
I love how you go back and forth between them! I let the right
one slip from my mouth before greedily attacking the left.






As I suck it, I think how you send an almost electric current
straight to my pussy when you suck my breasts. I realize
my hips are moving on their own, and I think of the dream that
had snatched me from sleep, the way your cock had been pounding
into me, over and over. Continuing to suck on my left nipple,
I let my hand leave my right breast and move down...




As soon as my hand grazes my swollen clit, I moan, allowing
the hard wet nipple escape from my mouth. My fingers toy
gently with my clit, exploring the hot, slippery wetness
of my pussy. My slender fingers with their long nails could
never be mistaken for your long, thicker, masculine fingers,
but oooh, it feels good. I slip one finger into my tight wet
pussy, then two, and another moan escapes me. As they move
slowly in and out of me, my thumb continues to play with my
clit, my other hand still at my breasts, rubbing them, squeezing,
pinching my nipples.
As a third finger slips inside me, my movement becomes faster.
It never ceases to amaze me how much better you are at this
than I am. From the very first time you touched me, you knew
exactly how and where to touch me to make me explode into
an orgasm in your hand. How is it possible that you know my
body even better than I do? If only you were here to work your
magic now.




Mmmmmmmm, if you were here, you would have already had your
face buried between my thighs. You know the power you have
over me when you do that! With just a few flicks of your expert
tongue, you could make me promise you anything... God,
why arent you here when my body needs you so desperately????






This is not working. I need to cum so badly! I reach for the
nightstand and grab a toy. You know which one - my favorite,
because it is almost exactly the same size as your beautiful,
perfect cock. Turning it on high - desperate times call
for desperate measures - I spread my pussy wide open with
one hand and touch the head of the toy to my exposed, fat clit.
Another low moan escapes me. Yes, relief is in sight.




I play with my clit, feeling that delicious buzz all through
my body. Oh baby, I wish you were here!!!!! I am on my back,
my head on your pillow, my feet flat on the bed near my butt,
knees up, legs wide apart. I torture my clit with the toy,
imagining your mouth there, whipping me into that frenzy
of passion that only you can provoke...




I am about to cum - I feel the orgasm building. I take the toy
- so much like your beautiful hard cock - and bury it deep
inside me, all at once. Eyes closed, I picture you above
me, driving into me with that uncontrollable passion that
we share. I fuck myself harder, faster, matching your rhythm
in the dream, the whole time whispering to you in Spanish
as if you were really here, and hoping that my words are finding
you in your dreams.




Suddenly the orgasm explodes deep within me. My love, I
can feel you!!!! I barely have time to turn off the vibe before
my hand slips helplessly from it. I cry out your name as the
orgasm crashes through my body, shaking me, tremor after
tremor...




As my body slowly begins to relax, I feel the toy slip out
of me. I leave it there, I am too weak still. I so wish you were
here to hold me tight against you. At least I am calmer now.
I roll over, once again snuggling into the covers. This
time, sleep comes quickly, and you are here, wrapped around
me...




In my sleep, I smile...